To be free

"It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything."

To be free. Do I want it? Yes. But if freedom means no responsibility, no one waiting for you, waiting for no one, what happens with love. And what is love anyway... ultimately it's an illusion to reproduce, a really fucked up one mixed with ideals drilled into our heads since the beginning of society. Rules everywhere. I hate rules. Fuck rules. Who is someone else to tell you what you can/can't do or say. I was thinking about radio/tv interviews earlier and how they wouldn't like it if I said 'fuck' on air. Well fuck you all. F-U-C-K. It's just a word. You don't want your kids hearing it? Well shove it up your fucking ass. It would be fine to say fuck if everybody didn't bring kids up with illusions of the world and all these stupid rules. If fuck was normal to say then nobody would give a fuck. Like cunt. Nobody likes cunt. I love cunt, the phonetics are beautiful, it's a very delicate sounding word if you say it very softly, the 'c' almost sounds like a gasp of air and the 't' is so soft, the entire word almost sounds like a sex noise (pretty appropriate too) and when it comes down to it, life is about sex. Anyway, so I can't say fuck or cunt because some people who I have no friggen idea who they are who don't know me, or you, or adam from adam, or adam and adam's kids (yep.. no eve here, eve can go fuck god like mary did and make another adam; hi christians btw!) said so, and dictated to you that your kids aren't supposed to hear these 4 letter WORDS (?! you what!) and now you believe it and try and enforce it upon me. No thanks. You are fucking crazy mind your own fucking business I don't tell you what to do with your self. The world is way too full of ignorant fucks trying to dictate their ego onto others cause of their own insecurities, failures, negative characteristics they can't deal with in themselves. What the fuck is wrong with you! This whole negative and positive thing doesn't even exist anyway. Everything is unconditional. Seriously, one day the kids will get to my age or usually a bit older I think (mid-life crisis?) and just have a breakdown and realise they are so fucking unhappy and some people won't know why. Well, the answer is cause you have been lied to every day of your freakin life by other people who have been lied to, and you are still being lied to. So next time you see some old traditional 90yr old woman hobbling down the street, shout fuck and you'll see exactly what I mean. The world has got to change. What a load of motherfucking bollocks. Fear governs everything and it has to stop.


The Ark- It takes a fool to remain sane

Whatever happened to the funky race?
A generation lost in pace,
-Wasn't life supposed to be more than this?
In this kiss I'll change your bore for my bliss
But let go of my hand and it will slip out
in the sand if you don't give me the chance
to break down the walls of attitude,
I ask nothing of you
not even your gratitude

And if you think I'm corny
then it will not make me sorry
it's your right to laugh at me
and in turn, that's my opportunity
to feel brave
Because ridicule is no shame
it's just a way to eclipse hate
it's just a way to put my back straight
it's just a way to remain sane

Every morning I would see her getting
off the bus the picture never drops
it's like a multicoloured snapshot stuck in my brain
it kept me sane for a couple of years
as it drenched my fears
of becoming like the others
who become unhappy mothers
and fathers of unhappy kids
And why is that?
'Cause they've forgotten how to play
or maybe they're afraid to feel ashamed
to seem strange
to seem insane
to gain weight
to seem gay
- I tell you this:

That it takes a fool to remain sane
Oh It takes a fool to remain sane
Oh It takes a fool to remain sane
Oh In this world all covered up in shame
(-Oh, take it to the stage!)

So, take it to the stage in a multicoloured
jacket take it jackpot, crackpot,
strutting like a peacock
nailvarnish Arkansas
shimmy-shammy featherboah crackpot haircut
dye your hair in glowing red and blue,

-Do, Do, Do! What you wanna do, Don't think twice,
do what you have to do,
Do, Do, Do, Do, let your heart decide
what you have to do that's all there is to find
Cause it takes a fool to remain sane,
Oh It takes a fool to remain sane
Oh In this world all covered up in shame
Oh It takes a fool to remain sane,
Oh It takes a fool to remain sane
Oh It takes a fool to remain sane
Oh In this world all covered up in shame
-Oh, it takes a fool!..